Chapel Field - College Park, MD

Lady Terps were supposed to have practice today, but I decided to cancel it, because we would have had a really low turnout. However, I still decided to have a solo football workout this morning with the whole field to myself. As of late, I’ve been learning to appreciate my personal/alone time…gaining my independence back, and just finding me. It can be really hard to motivate yourself to work hard, or even just to get up and workout in general. Competition drives me, success drives me, and even pent up pain/frustration/sadness drives me.

Luckily, I’ve been able to exert my energy into more productive activities as opposed to destructive ones. The other day, I was at the gas station paying for gas, and I asked the cashier for a pack of cigarettes. When he scanned it, I thought hard to myself, shook my head, and then said no thank you actually. I want to be better in everything I possibly can; the fastest, the strongest, the best. If I can’t get up early, and bust my ass in these drills, how will I expect my girls to do the same. I put in work and ended the session with noon mass at the Chapel.

5 months ago  /  15 notes